Tuesday, June 9, 2009,
x 5:51:00 PM
I AM SORRY. I knew I was too rude towards you girls. Is not that I don't realize my mistake, but I just dont have the guts to say sorry. So, allow me to say sorry to all of you through this post here.Specially for Dhirah and FatinSorry for being rude.Sorry for blaming you.Sorry for not performing well.Sorry tat I’ve broken your heart.Sorry for scolding you.Sorry for threw the phone.Sorry for not fulfilling my promises.Sorry for everything I did that make you feel uneasy.Dear my dancers team,I know I was very rude just now. But I seriously didn’t do it on purpose. I was simply too stressed up with all the responsibilities. From January till now, I havent relax at all. As you know, Just now Cg Samsiniah was marah me because of some of you late to get in the hall.
So, I’ve received a lot of complains from her since last two days, but I choose to keep it to myself cos I don't want my team dancers to loose their confidence. I an trying to scold you yesterday, but I can’t be scolding kamu. Do u know that every time when you're not serious in practicing I tried to scold you, but when I think of you again, I feel like crying? That’s why I kept it all to myself
I was just too stress and I’m not that type where I can keep all the feelings in my heart. I will burst one day and that day I really burst out everything. I’m very sorry. I seriously didn’t do it on purpose. I know you can’t see the cooperation in us and I promise as now everything has ended, I will put more effort in this dance. I will make sure all of us are together as a team. I can give you my word. Sometimes when I don't show my feelings, that doesn’t mean that I don't care. I just choose to keep it inside my heart cos I know as a dancers, I shouldn’t show out my feelings. Apart from that, I hope girls you can also understand me because last weeks were mid terms and everything wasn’t in order. Lastly, I want to specially say sorry(millions of sorry) to all of you girls :I’m S-O-R-R-YI’m S-O-R-R-YI know I’m wrongI’m sure I’m wrongI’m S-O-R-R-Y.
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