x 4:35:00 PM

I miss my BESTFRIEND(s) it's been for a long time we didn't seen each other esp Qaim, I didn' talk and see her almost 2 years while Fijah is about 6 months I didn't meet her, I guess. Gila! I miss them so much. But, yesterday I bumped w Rabi HAHAH she's nevaneva change when I saw her, I'm directly do hugs her tightly! GOSHHHH! Rabi affection was spreading to me HAHAHAH, joke! everytime she talked to me I'm keep on saying "aahh?" HAHA stupidity.

I really do missing craziness of my BESTFRIEND esp during ugama! HAHA, seems almost of student including teachers at ugama were knew the familiarity plus crazinest of us their senior and and lovely student *from class pra till dh 6 alif (me & qaim), 6 ba' (rabi, 'emm & fikkie), 6 ta' (fijah & naqii)* HAHAH we were also known as the group of beautiful-est prefect in 2006 it was given by cikgu Ahmad HAHA (lamee) and and the ORKA girls given by Guru Besar cos almost every week we had been asking permission from him to allow us went home earlier at 4.30 HAHA but then he would keep on asking who's fetched us and why? and we did answered him "our driver cos ada tuition" OR "our nenek's driver cos later malam kami ada makan-makan" clever what? HAHA however, don't wrong interpretation laa cos we did not lied to him it was the truth. Be honest, though sometimes we had been lied to him because of our laziest plus tired. We're sorry Guru Besar, we didn't meant to play the fool with you.

As if I could back to the past, I want to go to ugama sch lagii, meet my BESTFRIEND and craziest friend HAHA. Seriously, even though I got a such good friend for now but there's no one could be replace them. A million times or more I thought about them the year, the tears, the laughter, the hugss that we had been shared. The things we used to do are sweet memories that warm me like a sunny day.

Girlss, you touched my life in such a special way. I miss when we had been played around the school, joke around then laughed until the tears dropped and half death and when we had been shared our personal problem.
ohhnoooo! I won't forget a wonderful memories about us. I hope one day I'll meet kamuuuu. I miss you so much my dearest FRIENDS.

Labels: friends, sweet memories, ugama.

bil's babe.

Friday, May 15, 2009,

x 9:33:00 PM

pfffttt, ma was marah me just now cos of my own messy room :( my books everywhere while my cupboard is suck. I have no times to clean up my room. Probably, I might clean my room after exam so yeaaa have to make a to-do list after exam.
OOOMMMMGEEE!
the night rain is fallinggg. I scareeee, I think I should go now, sorry for the very short post HAHA actually i wanted to post about something but then I hear a sound like thunder so have to go now.

bubye people.
lovee xoxo

Labels: room, thunder.

bil's babe.

x 7:31:00 AM

Nowdays, I feel my time is limiting and my friends around are all like me, qurreling about the EXAM (haha). Though we are now in F5 the strength of the future is also huge.
(I think) I want to have a further study in the future *sighs* I've to face the BIG challenge this year. I'm not sure yet if I want to go abroad or not. I have to get a good grades during my O's *wish kami luck people*
The future is a mesterious or maybe a thing I can hold tightly. Now what I should do is study hard, just go ahead and do thing that I would not regret! I won't to be lazy :)

Labels: exam, future, study

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Thursday, May 14, 2009,

x 3:47:00 PM

Many months have passed and your heart are filled w joy as you hold closely in your arms.
Your little baby boy the precious little bundle w his tiny hands and feet.
And as you look into his eyes you know your lives are complete.
So I offer congratulations love and best wishes too for the birth of your son and also to the both of you usu :D

p/s : yeaaahhh, i got new baby brother. I'll upload his picture soon. Iloveeyou baby brother hugshugs.

Labels: baby brother.

bil's babe.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009,

x 11:50:00 PM

Life goes on and so do I. Trying to understand I'm a 16 year old girl. As I grew the more I realised life getting harder. Knowing life will keep on going. Learning what life is really made of. Finding out what I want to be knowing I have more choices I have to make. Learning giving up is not the right thing. Knowing I have more responsibilities. Learning its all up to me for my future. Knowing theres more I will learn.

Labels: knowing, learning.

bil's babe.

Monday, May 11, 2009,

x 6:32:00 PM

mama, wo ai ni :') iloveeyou so much HAHAH. I think people would thinks that I am late wishing you mama however I've wished you at 12am, sunday right? HAHA. so here it is special for you ma :

Ma, I Loved you yesterday, I Love you tomorrow and everyday. You were there for me my first day of school, to hold my hand and give me courage to go. You listened to me when I needed to talk, you talked to me when I needed to listen. You let me grow and learn from my own mistakes. You never left my side when I was feeling down, I knew you would be there to pick me up. I wish there was a way I could repay all the things you have done for me, but there's nothing great enough to repay the greatest mother of all.

I'm thankful for getting a great mama likes you. You never get tired defend us I really love you ma. I'm sorry if I have been hurting and made you cried ma :'( thanks for everything dearest mama.

P.S : bah, youre awesome. wah! So romantic aa you bah, HAHA. so for all of mothers in the world Happy Mother's day. And for my boyfriend's mama Happy Birthday aunt :D

Labels: mama

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Sunday, May 3, 2009,

x 7:00:00 PM

So what if I'm not as you expected. Am not awesome, I'm not like you.
Is this a reason for me to be NEGLECTED? I do my own thing, my thought and opinion are not to your liking but I love how I am. I know you find my personality suck! but I'm only human.
I don't want to conform, I like to stand out on this I stand stern to be an individual! I shout, I cry but you try to tie me down. You simply clip a bird wing so the bird cannot fly. If I conform all you'll sees my frown. I feel SMOTHERED, like I will die. So what if I'm not AWESOME. Love me for who I am.
You do know that 'm Allah sent. But I feel as though my life is sham. I'm not going to change to please you! I refuse to change, I would much rather serve my time. I simply refuse to listen to a word you say. You just have to deal take me as I am or leave me and don't ever talk to me again. I have the time to kill as you sit there deciding on how to make me your clone but I am what I am and I'm confortable with being me. Loving my self, now that's the true key.

P.S.S : you mr. act awesome don't ever simply say people. I didn't need you to be my friend! I have a lot of awesome friend there.

Labels: awesome.

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